I've come to use masturbation in place of eating or to curb my food cravings. Yesterday I masturbated so many times I lost track. I can't believe how despicable I feel. And it doesn't even work that well. Often times after I orgasm I'll go eat anyway and feel like such crap after that I go and masturbate again. It's a vicious cycle. I'm so ashamed I can't even look people in the eye, I can't have sex properly with my boyfriend. My privates have become sore and I'm still fat.
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