ANA Confession 24373)

For the month of February I only let myself eat snowflakes. I've been eating snow and had ed since about 14. My first year university i ate snow for the whole month bc I was actually able to without others' questioning. It's the only way I can look forward to the most depressing month of the year, is if I know I'm gonna lose 30 Ibs. Any time it snows all I'm allowed to eat is to go outside and stick my tongue in the air and catch snowflakes on my tongue. If it doesn't snow for 3 days I'm allowed to make snow cones (no flavoring, just snow) and I can also eat icicles if I can find them. I only drink water, but I try to get it with the snow. I ate a part of a snowman once. I hated myself, because I was binging on a kid's snowman. But I felt so satisfied ripping that carrot off its face and throwing it as far as I could and then just eating its head.